Hello and Sadness

Lately I've been depressed again. It's swallowing me whole like a blue whale swallowing krill, and the water being pushed back out of it's mouth to safety is every happy feeling I've ever had. I'm all alone in here. Still, witchy and artistic pursuits beg me to not kill myself. I have to learn about herbs and scrying, and belly dance, and how to sing like a bulgarian. So much to learn, so much hell to survive to afford living and learning it. But this website excites me. A nest for my thoughts. Sit little egg, maybe one day you will hatch.